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Date: 2024-05-27 03:04 am (UTC)
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Daisy tucks her stone back into her pocket and, despite definitely also feeling a bit weird about getting to just let herself in, goes inside to wait for Dahlia to come down.

When she does, Daisy's definitely still looking around the foyer with a faint 'holy shit' look on her face—big fancy place, odd to think of one person living here alone.

"Nice place," is offered up as a sort of token attempt at pleasantries, something Daisy's never been very good at when she's not actively putting on the little flower act. "Figured after that look you gave me it might be worth. You know."

A talk about what happened. The secret she's apparently keeping from even her partner.

Date: 2024-05-29 12:19 am (UTC)
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Daisy gives the rest of the place only passing glances on their way through the house, and the office a once over in the way that someone habitualised to looking for threats in enclosed spaces does.

Then she's focused on Dahlia.

She huffs a little laugh and spreads her arms as if to say 'look at me', "None, physically or otherwise. All healed up and I've kept my mouth shut. Not sure who my partner thinks happened, but we're not exclusive and she hasn't pried. So. All good."

Date: 2024-05-30 11:58 pm (UTC)
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"I think so?" As if she doesn't remember overhearing them talking, even if she tried not to pay attention to the details. She doesn't actually like being able to hear so much. "Erin Peters. Woman who hosted the game the other night."

Daisy waves a hand, dismissively. "And really, s'fine. When I make a promise I keep it. Knew what I was getting into."

In terms of telling Erin things, there's hardly much difference between the planned game and the turn it took at the end. Eroticism and violence are rather entangled, for them.

Date: 2024-06-15 06:50 pm (UTC)
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"Not what I'm here for. This time. I'll ask again later." She's nothing if not straightforward, our Daisy, which is why the next thing out of her mouth is: "Just wanted to talk. Wondering how similar your deal is to mine. Didn't exactly chat much before or after. But I know you saw the game I was playing. You were doing it right back. That made me interested before you actually showed your teeth."

She shrugs. "So. Call it a social call?"

Date: 2024-06-22 08:41 pm (UTC)
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Daisy doesn't sit, but she does lean against one of the taller-backed chairs as she listens. It's a tendency you'll come to notice after a while of knowing her, preferring to stay on her feet. That she'll eventually sit if she relaxes enough is something you learn a little later.

There's a subtle raise of her eyebrows as the fact Dahlia is quite literally the child of a demon settles in, but that's the peak of her reaction. Different, then, from... well, most Avatars. Hard to say all of them when someone like that Montague woman can exist.

"I'm with you, yeah."

Date: 2024-06-23 07:11 pm (UTC)
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It reminds Daisy of how bluntly she's come to start explaining her situation to people, once she had no choice but to do so. Better to lay it out like it's nothing special than let everyone see whatever mess of complications lie beneath.

For all her many faults, Daisy does listen well to people when she wants to. There's never the sense Daisy's tuning out or absorbing only parts of what Dahlia's saying. When she stops talking, there's a heavy breath of someone processing and gearing up to actually say something.

"Yeah. Alright. Sure see why that's a big secret." She drags her tongue over her teeth, thinking. "Mm. Can't say none of it's familiar. In some ways. Lot different in others, but— the thing that made me like this? Not a demon, but it's close enough to throw a stone at if you've got good aim."

Date: 2024-06-28 10:12 pm (UTC)
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Daisy huffs a faint laugh. "Oh, yeah. Know that feeling."

Jon, first. People like Erin later. Still never quite the same story, not even as close as Dahlia's in many ways, but... valuable all the same. She remembers what it was like without that. Can't imagine going on without it.

"So, you know. Don't mention it. Ever need a hand with it you can hit me up any time. Me, what I need's the fear? Makes it both easier and harder." She shrugs loosely. "It's not a big secret but people still don't exactly like being Hunted."

Date: 2024-06-30 05:27 pm (UTC)
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Daisy finally circles around the chair she's been leaning against to actually sit down. "Mm. Yeah. All sounds good until they're still as freaked out as they'd be if they hadn't volunteered. Only time it hasn't felt. Unfair? Weird? Was predator vs predator."

Which means with good ol' Siffleur back on the ship and then Dahlia herself, mostly. She's entertained making a game of it with others, since all she needs is the fear, but... that puts a lot of faith in her self-control.

Date: 2024-07-08 03:32 pm (UTC)
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Daisy makes a low hum of agreement, then there's a pause before she decides to offer up a bit more honesty. "I don't know what's me and what's the Hunt. Not really. I mean. My self-control, that's me. I know I don't want to hurt most people. But. Still crave it. Still enjoy it when I do. Have for as long as I can remember. Dunno if the Hunt made me like that. Or if it picked me 'cause I was already like that."

Not that she doesn't have an inkling. Her view of her younger self is complicated but uncharitable. Alice could've been better. Alice could've chosen another path. But the Hunt found something in her. Something that had been there ever since she was enough of a person to be or want anything at all.

That growing up with an unknowable eldritch being whispering in your skull might shape a person even before the deal is sealed has never been a grace she's given herself, and it never will be. She refuses to toe so close to excusing herself.

She chose this. Unlike Dahlia, being what she is was always a choice.

"For a long. Long. Fucking time. I didn't question it. At all. Just followed the blood. Kept running away from anything that'd make me think. Then— something happened. Long story—got buried alive, thought a lot. Decided to start. Saying no." She shrugs, loosely. "Didn't go great. Ended up dying for it. But here I am. And I never. In my wildest dreams. Thought I'd be living the way I am now."